Me, Myself....

Day starts when the sun rises above the horizon and it ends when it hide itself below the horizon.....days come and go and when u know a whole year has passed by.......

well recently i finished of with my first years university exams.... dont really know how an year passed by..... last year during this time.. we were anxiously waiting for our boards result... with a fear and anxiety in our hearts.. and after the results.. were searching for an appropriate college.... going through the college prospectus.... filling all the forms.. going to different college for making enquiries with frends.. well those days also had their own charms... it was fun roaming in the city with friends... finally i got admission in one of the college.. met new people made new friends.. and really dont knw how a year passed by... hanging out with friends... attending all classes running here and there for notes..... didnt really noticed how these days passed away.... on 30th april my university exams got over and now i am having holidays..

well when we used to be children we used for eagerly wait for our summer vacations and summer vacations for us then means.. visiting relatives places going on school trips with friends.. joining some vocational courses.. it used to be great fun.. but today something have changed we have grown up a little bit inside.. for us friends means the same but the time.. that we used to spend together has decreased.... earlier when we were kids we used to feel that growing up would be fun as we would be free and independent and we would be able to spend more time with each other... but now as we belong to different colleges different courses we really get time to meet each other.. we rarely talk to each other everyone have got busy with there projects exams and day today activities.....

today i am writing after a very long time..... well just couldnt find a better platform to express my feelings.... the things occupying my mind.... i have a whole 3 months in my hand and i really want to utilize it to the fullest.. and dont want to regret later that i had whole 3 moths n i just wasted away like that... they say that doing smthing is useful a person and can indulge oneself in nething and that wud surely pay off in future if not today..... so i was just going through all the options i have which i can do during myhols.. well i really dont knw wht to chose what to do.. hw to utilize my time,..... right now i am just using time.. to read blogs.. novels.. newspaper.. etc.. its fun.. but then also.. a feeling.. a feeling of emptyness lies inside me.. i knw i can do much better than this.. i can utilize my capabilities in more efficient way... and not doing so.. is just making me frustrated irritated.... i have noticed a change in me..... well this can be due to smthing said by a friend of mine.. or just some phase which i m going through well wht it is exactly i really dont knw.. and i just trying to find out.. couldnt find a better way to express so just started writing a blog....dont expect a lot from ths blog.. as i m not a writer i am just writing it as i need some place to vent out wht i m feeling .. wht i am going through.....so just chosed this......